Wednesday, March 18, 2009
it's all about work
last week, one day
i was out for lunch with Candice alone,
and finally I've got the chance to POP the question.
"so... Do you know why Vivian dislike me?"
She was a little shock hearing the question. But her answer was true and steady.
"well, sometimes in life, you don't always get to meet all people who likes you.
Sometimes, ones just doesn't click with the other."
She didn't answer my question directly, but i don't blame her. Probably she thinks that
she should not be involve with this conflict.
and then conversation ended with just a final sentence,
"just give her some time. she will accept you one day when she gets to know you better."
this week, today
out for lunch with Kelly alone as Candice and Vivian went for course for 3 days.
i hesitated a while and finally POP the question again cos i really want to clear my doubts.
"so... why do Vivian dislike me that much? i can feel it. Did she tell you anything."
and then i get my answers, in FULL.
well, this is what happen:-
everything happened on the first day of work.
*THE FIRST IMPRESSION*
She complained that i was staring real hard at her desk and what she was doing when i did some photocopying as the machine is directly right in front of her desk. ( but i really can't rmb doing that)
*FOLLOWED BY THE REST*
1. She told them that i was copying her dressing style but that is how i normally dress sometimes.
(please help me prove that. leggings and a top.)
2. She calls me a copy cat cos whatever they want to eat i eat the same. ( that's bcos i donno what to eat and i don mind having the same food. )
3. She told them that i am always flipping my hair in front of her like as though i was trying to show off my long hair when hers is much much longer than mine. (not as if she's a guy, so why would i wanna do that? dont get it)
4. she thinks that i am like a busy body cause i will walk over to join their conversation or what they are looking at sometimes. (but that's only because i am trying to fit myself in the group thick skin-ly.)
*THE THIRD PARTIES SAYINGS*
kelly consoled me, she told me that Candice and her actually told her off a little.
They told her that what whatever she is acting wasn't very nice. and they explained to her why i have such behavior like being busybody and stuff.
and that i have this dressing style its common.
well, she said they tried saying good things to her for me and talk out some senses.. but it doesnt seems to work.
*FINAL WORDS*
Really don't get it. She actually hate me sooo much till she told Kelly she is SUPER happy cos she won't be seeing me for the next 3 days.
i know... its very childish right? guess how old is she?
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she is 28!! 6 years older than me!!!
i feel like primary school.
well, whatever it is.. everyone told me that it shouldn't be bothering me.
so... if she dont like me... then so be it.
anyway, it doesnt really matter.
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